Blog writing

So who knew blog writing could be so hard? Well I find it hard anyway. I decided to start this blog because I have a lot to say on everything and I would like to share these thoughts with a wider world than that of my own mind. You see, when I am doing something, like knitting (as I was just now) my mind tends to go off on tangents. I start thinking about things that I've heard about today, or recently (IE, the Australian election) and I have opinions of them. I want to write (or in this case type) my opinions down, but while my arguments are well formed in my head, when it does come to typing them out, they sound weak and unsupported and just plain silly. Why is this? Could it be some kind of writers block? It could be for all I know. This is why I have decided to write this post, to talk about something. I guess I'll just blabber on and you can decide on what it's on.

I like to think I am a very creative person. Well in fact I know I am a very creative person, I have an imagination and I imagine all kinds of things with it (no shit hey?) But I find it hard to concentrate on one form of creativity. I'm talking about hobbies, such as drawing, or knitting or cross-stitching, cake decorating, quilling, writing, all kinds of things! (and yes, these are the hobbies I do have an interest in) For example, I would love to be able to draw really well. So I have a book that teaches you how to draw. But unfortunately I still can't draw. I love cross-stitching, I find the end results to be beautiful and it's an interesting form of art to hang on your wall, but I have none hanging on my wall that I have completed. Then we move to quilling. I was taught quilling back in primary school and this year I have rekindled that love for it by buying a book on how to quill. The same with knitting, I have had my nan teach me different stitches and I have looked at different designs in books to complete. But I have no finished work from any of my hobbies. This is because I have a very short attention span and in no time, I am bored again and need to find something new to satisfy my creative needs.

In saying this however, there is one hobby that has stuck by me, and that I one day hope to turn into a career. Acting. Every since 2004 I have loved being on a stage, in front of an audience telling a story to them. I guess it's understandable as I do tend to like being the centre of attention among my friends and family, and I have found a way to do that. I hope to audition for WAAPA (West Australian Academy of Performing Arts) near the end of this year and I really do hope I ma successful. If I am I will attend uni 5 days a week for 10 hours each day (yes that is 50 hours per week, 8 am to 6pm everyday). While this is quite a load to take on, it scares and excites me at the same time. The idea of all that time devoted to acting? I love that idea! Of course, the scary thing is not being able to have my own life, or a decent income during the 3 year course, but I know that at the end of it, it'll be worth it (I hope). Because even though it is very difficult to make it in the industry, it is not impossible, and I am very, very determined to make it.

So now you have experienced one of my minds tangents, I'll bring you back to what I was saying before; Acting is the hobby I have stuck by. But unfortunately, until now, there has been nothing for me to do with acting. I have been unable to audition for any local productions as I went away on a 3 month holiday with the family earlier this year. But that should hopefully change. There are two plays coming up that I would like to audition for, so I will. And in the mean-time, I shall begin rehearsing my audition pieces for my WAAPA audition. And since I am recently unemployed, I have a lot more time on my hands, so I will continue trying out my other interests and keep you posted :)